Won't You Take Me

My eyes have cried

My heart has bled

These tears I've shed

have lead me to this river

The river in which I.... wish to drown

Lost am I and unable to be found

I wonder aimlessly around in search of my Mother

But she is gone and I am here

Why? I wonder....

Why am I still alive and not her?

Won't you take me instead

For I am dead inside anyway

So what good am I to keep alive if I don't want to stay

I want to be with her

I want to leave this earth

so why leave me hanging?

Why keep me breathing

My heart beating;

Me dangling in suspense

wondering when this torment will end

and put an end to my misery

This is torture to me

Knowing how badly I long not to Be

but having no say in the matter

No choice of whether or not I go

and it's not fair

I don't care for this world anymore

But You ignore my pleas to take me

To make me a part of Your family

To allow me to be with my Mother

I am begging you please....

Don't make me suffer another day

Take this pain away

Lay your hand on my life and say

'It is time'.