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You are not alone. I hear your heart. God does too. I do feel alone sometimes but that's a lie and one I consistently have to remind myself is a lie. There is this book I am reading right now called The Final Quest by Rick Joyner, it's really enlightening me to another way of viewing my feelings. See, our feelings, whether they be sadness, or whatever, they can be influenced by satan. So you can't always trust them. We have to be on guard and use the weapons that God gives us, we have to wear the whole armor, otherwise we are susceptible to these attacks from the enemy and more vulnerable to believing the lie and accepting it as truth. You have to hold onto the truth, and the truth is YOU ARE NOT ALONE. If we believe that we are alone then we are essentially calling Jesus a liar because He said "I will NEVER leave you nor forsake you" and so we can't do that nor do you or I want to, right? So you just have to believe the Truth, and deny the lie. The more you do it, the stronger your faith will get in Jesus and your belief in His ability to do the impossible, to heal your depression and restore your self value. You are worthy of life because you are His son. You have to understand that our worth is in Him. Not in the world. So whether the world, our family or friends even love us, or seem to care, GOD loves us and cares and it's for all eternity not just temporary or fleeting. I will pray for you right now. Keep pouring out your heart to Jesus, He sees and hears your tears and He will bring you peace.