I have torn myself down with words of unkindness
I am reminded when I look in the mirror
That I have carried a fear of
being myself for so long
Only seeing what is wrong in my reflection
But my perspective is beginning to change
I am learning to refrain from self hate;
And to fight the urge to create someone that I am not
I'm learning to stop trying to live up to expectations of happiness
For I am blessed simply to be alive.
I am reminded when I look in the mirror
That I have carried a fear of
being myself for so long
Only seeing what is wrong in my reflection
But my perspective is beginning to change
I am learning to refrain from self hate;
And to fight the urge to create someone that I am not
I'm learning to stop trying to live up to expectations of happiness
For I am blessed simply to be alive.
- Brianna Carey