Still awake and pondering Life
My mind wandering the Night
In search of that which is Good
and all that is Right
I inhale the Light but cannot sigh an exhale
So I hold my breath until I'm pale in the face
As I race against time to find
that which I need to breathe
A moment of peace
Clarity is that which I seek
Sincerity is what I need
Transparency is what I bleed before you
Yet you still cant see my pain
Do I hide it so well
that you are unable to tell
when I am hurting
I hide it...so not to be a burden
Though I am certain I will be found
despite the amount
of effort I put out to stay hidden
Lord may I be forgiven
for my complaint
but this heavy lifting
has weakened the Soul of this saint
by just a bit
Although I refuse to quit
I am human I must admit
it gets hard to bare
They say "life, it is not fair"
But somehow just knowing that You care is enough
that even when this Life is at its most rough
I am able to smile
even while it is Storming
For weeping I may endure for the night
but my Joy awaits me in the Morning.
No comments:
Post a Comment