Drifting

During times like these
It's so apparent to me that you're no longer here
It's clear I can't hear the sound of your loving voice
No matter how hard I try to recall
A deafening silence echoes within these walls
It's a painful reminder of your absence
upon which a deep sadness envelopes my soul
I have not been whole since you died
I've tried my best to cope
Although.....
Most days I feel like I'm drifting
Like a breeze that swiftly
blows across the ocean waves...
Present for a moment but soon fades
I don't know how to be okay without you
I didn't think I would have to this soon
But here I am
Here I stand, with only half of me
Trying to create some remnant of a happily ever after
But with a heart this shattered
I just don't know how.....