I was just talking to a close friend in Prison about some deep shit, and so I wanted to share it here too in case it could help anyone else.
He asked what my thoughts were on Anger and also, if I ever felt like "this isnt fair" when something has happened to me. And I told him. Of course I've felt that. it's a natural human reaction to pain. But there are two different types of anger, irrational anger, and righteous, passionate anger. Irrational anger stems from pride and arrogance, you feeling slighted, saying things like "I dont deserve this." Having expectations on others, and placing desires on how scenarios will turn out. Rather than just allowing them to be. You can tell when it's irrational anger, because you will feel all out of sorts. Your chakras will be imbalanced. You will lash out. And it will be counterproductive, whereas righteous, passionate anger fuels you, you feel energized, creative, you think up ways you want to transmute it and turn it into a transformative energy, not meant to harm or get anyone "back", but instead get them OUT. Out of the pain that they are in. That is what is being projected anyway, it's never personal when we face adversity. All the Evil (opposite of "livE") and pain that we face are all projections. But the beauty is, that we may not be able to change the projection, but we CAN change our perception of it. We can CHOOSE to view it through the lens of love and compassion. And overstanding. We can view it as the observer.
I told him that there's a Karmic Blueprint embedded in your genetic code and DNA before you ever came to earth, and the scripture that says "I knew you before you were in the womb" confirms this to be True. We chose our life scenarios before conception even happened. We had conversations with Jah in Heavenly spaces, about what we'd like to experience in this lifetime, when we were pure formless energy, souls without a body. We decided everything. We choose our parents, we choose our struggles, basically, we choose our "cross to bear" in this life and it's different for all of us. For me it was losing both my parents at a very young age. That shook me to my core. A plethora of emotional waves hit me. Including self righteous, egoic, irrational anger.
But I said to him, nothing in my life is worth being angry about or holding onto that anger, like "why is this happening to me.... this isnt fair." Because WE CHOSE THIS. And each struggle that I've faced has shaped me and molded my Spirit into an even stronger likeness of God. When I chose to learn from those lessons I've chosen to experience in this lifetime, rather than holding onto the pain, I'm better off.
What we have to overstand is that the physical experience doesnt even touch the precipise of the metaphysical transformation that is happening within the soul, when you LET GO and surrender to the lesson that is happening to you. You see. This body.... it's going to die. It is fleeting. Impermanent. Smoke. Gone in a blink. But the soul, the SOUL lives forever. So it's not about what's fair. Or right or wrong. It's just WHAT
is and we are hu-Mans (Hu meaning "Of") and Man (being representative of God "made in His Likeness) BE-ing. You are God BEing. So just BE. Play. Learn. Grow. Stop DO-ing. There is nothing to do, more than what you've already done before you got here. Now it's time to BE. Everything is happening FOR you, not TO you. Know that. You have to believe that with every fiber of your BEing. You are Gods dwelling place. And so you are God. Observer within and perceiver without. Like a kaleidoscope playing out across the universe and I & I see it all. You are always creating your world. You helped create it before you were even in the womb. As hard as this path may be, when you accept that you chose it, it becomes easier to BE, and not fight it. And through that acceptance comes peace, serenity, FREEDOM. And not from struggle, because you will always struggle, but free from the burden of struggle, the weight of it.
This is why Scripture says, "My (God's) burden is Light, His yoke is easy." When you are in a state of contentment in just BEing and witnessing the happening and not trying to control it. You are free from the burden of how it turns out. Free from the weight of expectation. Then you can take that freedom and apply it to creating Good in this world. You can use it for taking your struggle and righteous, passionate anger, and turning it into the reason why another Hu-Man who feels as though they are suffering alone, doesnt have to feel so alone. Your struggle can be the reason that someone else is uplifted from theirs.
We are all connected in that way, as I've said many times before. We are part of this interwoven web of connections that transcend space and time and so when you hurt, someone else that is miles away, is feeling the same pain, and that is why we chose our paths. So that we wouldnt be alone. That is why God created man (Hu-Man = Of-God) so that HE wouldn't be alone. Overstanding this wisdom is SO BEAUTIFUL. You are Never alone, and you are Creator. You wield His magic, literal magic to completely form whatever world you wish to see. And transform any situation.
Own that. BE Magic. BE Love. JAH is limitless and so are you because HE is IN YOU. And we are in one another. I am you, you are me. And We are WE. And we all have to live out our chosen paths. But we truly are "just walking each other home" like Ram Dass said. For the destination/outcome is the same, even if the journey differs. Soul (You) and Spirit (Connection to God within you), are One and the same. This physical life may be impermanent and temporal but the metaphysical existence within you, (Soul/Spirit) that knows NO time and it is eternal, and will go on, long after you've left your body. Believe that! So, go, BE, speak life with your words. Lead with love and compassion in your heart center. Forgive quickly. Speak not to harm but to help achieve overstanding. Wield the power of life and death you have in your tongue wisely. And LET GO even more quickly that you forgive. Stop holding onto anything. Set it ALL free. "He who the son sets free is FREE indeed." So go....BE FREE.
I love you.
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