I want so badly to get through this
but I don't see a way
I can't see the light of day
let alone the light at the end of the tunnel
In this dark funnel I am in
there is no Sun.....only wind, rain, and debree
that knocks the life out of me
I open my eyes to see
but my vision is not clear
So I try even harder to hear your voice
to know your near
but it too is distorted
Your "still small voice" is
becoming even smaller yet
How can I follow You if
I do not know the way
If I can't tell night from day?
What more can I do but pray for this pain to flee
For this storm surrounding me to be over
I know that my prayers are no more
important than any of your children
Any who have lived with struggle in their life
who has had to say goodbye
to the ones who made their lives worth living
I know it's wrong to pity and say "woe is me"....
and Father forgive me
but I just can't stand this
the emense emptiness in my heart
I can't stand being apart from her
It's beyond hard
If this was a lesson
then what was I expected to learn
Tell me Lord....please just say something
Don't stay silent and give me nothing
I need You to help me do this
please help me through this
I can't do it all alone
Don't leave me out here on my own
to fend for myself
Help me to fight this storm
Keep me in Your shelter
Safe from harm
like You said in Your Word
"Stand firm in your Faith....
be not dismayed;
for I am the Lord your God
and I will strengthen thee"
Well, trust me....
I'm standing as firm as I can
Wont you let me breathe again
Give me some peace within my struggle
That's all I need
Just a moments peace
A small break in the clouds to see
even a glimpse of your Light
so that I might be okay
in Jesus name I pray....
Amen.
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