Hear My Call.....

I can't handle this silence
A lack of guidance in my mind
I sit idly by your side in wait
For a response, for you to state
what's next for me
I can't hear you clearly anymore
The once open door has been shut
And all that's left is sadness
A deafening madness that lingers
I touch together these fingers in hopes of an answer
A slight chance of a glance at what you see
Because for me right now, I'm in a cloud of darkness
The same cloud I thought I had parted with years ago
But low and behold
She has returned with a vengeance
I keep hoping that you will end this
And show me your light again
That you'd once more be my friend and guide me
Walk at my right hand, always beside me
Otherwise the lies will lead
and I fear I will follow aimlessly
like the stray sheep
I need my shepherd
without you I will definitely fall
Lord hear my call before it's too late
Before I wander too far away.....