Thursday, September 20, 2012

Beautiful Morning

I wanna go for a walk and breathe in the fresh air. 
Run my fingers across the morning dew 
on the leaves of the trees I walk through. 
Smell a flower or two. 
Smiling as I think of you. 
You are a part of all of this beauty that I see now. 
Blessed am I to witness how 
the sunrise seems to shine even brighter. 
The sky a lighter shade of blue. 
Only you could do that Mommio, 
take something that already shimmered and turn it to Gold. 
I miss you 
but as I walk through these flowers and trees 
watching the birds and the bees 
who stoop happily upon the plants 
I cant help but feel you the most there 
And that makes life a little easier. 
I'll never stop needing you here. 
But its becoming clear as I lay here in this grass 
looking up at the sky thinking of my past, my future, 
and hoping for the best 
I realize that you never really left 
At least not in spirit. 
When I close my eyes I can feel it. 
If I listen close as the wind blows in my ears I can hear it....
the sound of your voice and it calms me. 
I love you Mommy. 
Until we meet again 
I'll be the woman you raised me to be. 
Do my best to stay happy. 
Breathe life in and exhale the bad. 
I am blessed to have had 
A Mother like you for the time that I did. 
And I am thankful for this. 
I still miss you deeply 
but as long as this heart of mine keeps beating. 
I will walk. 
I will push on. 
Hold my head up and be strong 
like you taught me. 
That is my promise to you. 
No matter what I go through. 
I Love you Mommy. 

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