Sunday, September 30, 2012

Wanderer

Sleepless Nights
Awake is my Mind 
While everyone else slumbers
Im going under
While this world keeps revolving 
My feet are stalling 
Im constantly wandering 
the hours squandering away 
before I know it, its the next day
and the chance at getting a handle on this life 
has gone away 
Gone are the days of routine 
A lot of life seems mundane 
even trivial
All I'm trying to do is maintain 
a bit of sanity in this living hell
Trying to find an out 
to this timeless prison 
This whirlwind I've been spinning in 
and Living in for months 
Im tired of waking up 
only to feel Im not awake 
And that I haven't really slept a day 
since you left. 
Its like my breath 
went with you when you took your last 
And I cant seem to get it back 
I lost track of my plan 
Not quite sure how to land
When I didn't even know I was falling 
Praying I'll hear my calling 
but not a sound yet 
I fear Your voice has left me
Lord, Don't forget me
Thats all I ask 
Please Forgive my lapse 
in judgement 
Keep me in your covenant 
and don't  let me wander forever 
I may be doing alright 
but I know I could be doing much better. 

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