Soul.....Flee

From my mouth I do not speak
I open my soul so that these words can flow freely
Into my true being
You shall see me
A me, not chained but free
Not bound by society
I flee
I exit the earth
To enter a world of pure serenity
Sheilded by the wings of His Majesty
From the wicked I keep my distance
From their temptations... I am resistant
I want no part
So I fly far
Until I reach my enlightenment
And awaken to a new sense
And understanding of my environment
I must admit it is hard
I loose sight of God
While surrouned by this darkness
I look for his light
Though it has dimmed
I continue my search with no end
I open my heart, won't you come in
I open my ears, willing to listen
But I do not hear You like I used to
I search for truth
I question so much of my existence
Though I am resistant to the ways of the world
They are persistant
I cry and my soul hurts
Then I become weak, and that's when they attack
When they are at their worst
I will not let them win
I won't let my soul give in
Not now.....Not ever
My soul belongs to the one Who is Forever
And though I do not always please Him
He is my Father, I am his daughter
And I do not intend to leave Him
So I continue my quest to seek Him
To find answers to the mysteries that life holds
The key to the everlasting life lies in the soul
I pray for the day when it will all make sense
For now though I am not content
My soul flies to the Heavens
As I sit here in my room I imagine
A world outside of mine
With only peace and innocence
And in a sense
That keeps me at peace
Helps to see me free
From the burdens of planet earth
My soul flees
And God smiles on me. :)